Sat Feb 04, 2012 12:53 am by Liya Tawaza
*I blinked twice, trying not to let my eyes show the disquieting sense of shock and personal insignificance that the city-planet had aroused. It was one thing to read about Galactic Center in tour guides, or to see it in holodramas. It was quite another to be placed, to scale, in the middle of it, or, more correctly, given our current location, under it. And how much did all those miles of ancient mololiths above us weigh, anyway? Better not to think about it in those terms. It was suffocatingly claustrophobic.*
*Letting Fel talk, I idly glanced around the bar, not really focusing on anything in particular. Card-playing and dancer-charming seemed to be the main local sports. Some things never changed. New planet, same base sentient habits.*
"I haven't relaxed in two, three years, Fel. You relax, you die. At least that's what happened to my father. It's hard to trust anyone when you see how badly he got double-crossed." *I sighed, and shot the Iridonia's turned back an impatient glance.* "A wise old soldier back home once told me that after you've killed a man, you never really relax again, as long as you live, and I'm beginning to fear he was right."
*I was leaving a lot unsaid, but now wasn't a time for long remenisciences about my personal past. If he asked, I would tell him, but otherwise, the focus seemed to be on the present and our crew's future. I was glad he'd asked, because it was on my mind as well. There hadn't been much time for making plans while we blasted out of Ryloth. I'd followed his orders without question, but that didn't mean I wasn't curious.*
"I'm worried too. Dazac's death was a blow. I hardly knew him, so it was easy to hold it at arm's length, but Malora took it badly. She hardly left her cabin the entire flight here." *But Fel had asked about me. I'm sure he knew his own crew well enough without my idle gossip.* "As for myself, I'm happy enough. I like a good challenge that is both mental and physical, and you've given me that so far. But if it's all the same, next time let's do something less mortally dangerous than playing with a black devil." *My somber, contemplative face twisted into a slight smile as I watched the spacer take another sip of the blue death in his mug.*
*The silent Iridonian pivoted, and sloshed something onto the counter in front of me. I picked up the mug carefully, and wafted its vapors toward my nose. And almost choked. Goodness! It looked like my Epicant military training was going to come in useful tonight after all --- I could never have drunk the stuff if it wasn't for some of the horrible fare I'd experienced on certain so-called training missions. I look a wary sip, feeling the liquid burn its way through my insides, then coughed, and tried to regain my voice.*
"T-tastes like one of Scrapheap's cleaning solutions. The concentrated stuff, mind you, before he mixes it."