Hannah was still hyperventilating, her eyes wide and near-catatonic. Her mind was racing and sweat was matting hair to her brow.I just killed him! I just killed him!Well now, darlin', that's not quite true. You tore him a new hole b'fore...Shut up, Larry! I really don't want to think about that.Then you'll be doing both of yourselves a injustice.What? Explain.Think it through, darlin'. Remember that moment. Recall every minute detail of that horrific incident.Use the Force, dear. I know you feel bad about what you've done, and in a way, that's a good thing. A good sign, that you're trying to change. But this once. You need to put your feelings aside, and focus on the incident.O-okay...Her breathing slows down, and she closes her eyes. Taking a deep breath, she pushes aside all her thoughts, emotions, and feeds them into a empty void, leaving them there. She draws in the Force, and delves deep, searching for understanding. Searching for answers. She found them soon enough.
You can't kill that which is already dead. Hannah opens her eyes, smilling. Nyrax would have noticed that Hannah's eyes were glowing with a bright yellow color. She takes both of the boys hands in her own, those same hands which just moments ago tore through flesh with a mere thrust, yet there was such gentleness, her hands were so soft and smooth. And warm, filled with care, like an older sister, or a mother would with her child. She gazed at Nyrax with eyes that had seen far more than sixteen years. She reassures him.=Hannah Brightblade=
"There's nothing to be afraid of Nyrax. That thing was already dead long before we even saw him."
She releases his hands and turns around, picking up the lens that the gnarled old being had given to her before it went to its final rest.=Hannah Brightblade=
"I understand now...sort of. That thing was once a man, perhaps someone I knew."
She turns to look at Nyrax, fixing him a steady gaze with those eerie yellow eyes.=Hannah Brightblade=
"I know I look like I'm sixteen to you, right? Even I thought so. But I'm starting to remember things. Things from very, very long ago. Like four thousand years ago. I was different back then. Wicked. Someone still saw some good in me, I guess...because I'm still here. But I think some people weren't as forgiving. Because that ancient being was one of the Seekers. He'd traded his soul for an undying body, never to die until his quarry was found. I guess he didn't count on being around for so long, though, because his body didn't stop aging. And that language he spoke..."
She closed her eyes, recalling the words.=Hannah Brightblade=
"Habila...my name is...was Habila. He said 'we've found you, Habila' in his native tongue. We...which means more of them will be coming. They want to kill me, for my past transgressions. I don't blame them. I would rather make amends than kill them. Though I feel they won't feel the same way. When I attacked the ancient one, I felt no soul leaving, no life force. He was long dead. Though, if they're all like him, then this probably won't be a problem."
She laughs softly, smilling mirthlessly.=Hannah Brightblade=
"Somehow I doubt that. They're coming now, they have my 'scent'. They will not stop until they are dead, or I am."
She reaches out and caresses Nyrax's cheek.=Hannah Brightblade=
"I should leave. They only want me, and if you're all out of the way, they won't hurt any of you...or dear Amond..."
She blushes when she realizes that she'd just called Amond 'dear' in front of Nyrax. Then smiles sheepishly.