Fri May 07, 2010 6:40 pm by Veshnim Kanth
*Eventually his mother departed to lead her team on their next operation, and his father did his best to work with a child scampering around his feet, babbling and playing with whatever he could lay hands on. After a while, he turned up his little youthful face to meet the aged one of his father; eagerly, without thinking, he voiced a strange question.* "Daddy, if I blew my arm off, would you still love me?" *His father froze in his work, then knelt, his eyes level with those of his first and only male child.* "Of course I would still love you, Veshnim; I will always love you, no matter what. But you don't have to worry about anything like that. You're my son, and I know you; you're much too smart to lose an arm playing with things you don't understand."
*The words, meant as praise, now stung the rebel leader; he looked left again, and this time there was no arm there. The stump smoked as though it had been freshly slashed open with the Sith's lightsaber. Had he been playing with things he didn't understand? Perhaps, in a way, he had. With so little water in their bodies, Mustafarians did not cry, but Veshnim shut his eyes a moment in quiet contemplation. When he opened them again, his mother's image was back, strong and proud. He remembered asking her the same question.* "Love you? Of course. And you know why? Even if you were that stupid, you'd still be my son, so you would keep going anyway."
*He smiled at the recollection; it had always seemed, when he was young, that he would take more after his father, but as he grew that prediction changed. Now he almost wished that it had not; his mother had given him many admirable characteristics that had brought him a long way in life, but his father's patient, careful wisdom could have saved him and so many others so much pain. But he was committed now; there was no going back until it was over, one way or the other. And no matter how foolish his rebellion was, no matter what mistakes he had made, he would keep going; it was the only way to make it all worth it. His eyes closed again, and his spirit was drawn back to the bacta tank, departing the strange realm of the Force.*