Mon Feb 13, 2012 6:01 am by Ilya Vevut
*As I wandered off to refill the mugs, I could not stop my mind drifting back over the events of the past few years since the death of my parents, there was a lot of conflict coursing through me.
Since I could remember, my parents had told me repeatedly about the ways the clans had become, about how it was a constant state of war between the others, even between themselves, even as far to say that not one person outside of the family could be trusted, yet here I was experiencing something that contradicted my parents words in every way and I was not sure how to feel about that.
It led me to wonder the real details of what had forced them to place themselves into exile, they had never explained it to me, telling me that they would tell me when they thought it was time, well, that time had never come.
I walked into the kitchen and soon discovered the pot of caff that had been sat on the table was now cold, so I set about making a fresh one, still lost in thought, there was one point that stuck in my mind, I had taken a mission that involved having to possibly having to kill one of our kind, my parents had taken missions that involved taking something that belonged to mandalorians, had my parents and I not become everything that they hated and wished to escape from?
How was I supposed to deal and digest this? how had they expected me to live the life of our old people, when they had not wanted me to be around them? Being here had set my mind racing wondering if anything that had told me was in fact true, they had led me to fear and distrust my own people, and as such, I had turned my back upon them, I had hated them, and I had fought and stolen from them, profited from their own misfortune, and for what? Credits, had my conscience not taken over in this instance, would I ever have discovered that what they had taught me was a lie?
I was feeling a need to investigate more, to find out what had pushed my parents into exile? if that is what had really happened...
As the caff brewed I removed the jug and emptied the fresh contents into the old pot, as I was at the sink and swilling out our mugs, I heard movement behind me and turned to see Clumsy coming through the door carrying a case with my belongings from the ship. I placed the mugs in the sink and walked over to Clumsy, and took the bag...*
Thank you Clumsy, Kylarn is still downstairs if you wanted to see him...
*I made my way upstairs and into the guest suite where I unpacked my case and led my clothes for the day out on the bed and grasped my bag of toiletries and walked toward the Kylarns refresher.
Once inside I moved his belongings around and grouped on them on one side of the shelf and then set out my own neatly in the opposite corner before stripping down and throwing the borrowed clothes down the laundry chute and climbed inside the shower and allowed the hot steaming jets of water soothe the tension that was building in my shoulders, however wishing not to keep him waiting, I got out rather quickly, styled and dried my hair, put on some make up and perfume and walked back to my own room where I put on my own clothes and felt relieved, his shirt was very comfortable, but it had not been my own clothes.*
*I slipped on some simple black leather leggings, a skin tight, long sleeved tee shirt and over the top, a black leather corset with electric blue stitching followed by some flat calf high lace up boots.*
*I flicked my hair over my shoulders and wandered back down to the kitchen and poured us both a mug of caff and made my way down to the basement to join him once again.*
*As I stepped inside, I smiled softly, a smile that did not quite reach my eyes and handed him his caff, I chewed upon my bottom lip for the briefest of moments before asking in a quizzical tone...*
Kylarn.....tell me honestly, how are things? between our people I mean...well, are things bad? I have been away for so long, and well, everything I thought was .....I mean, things are not the way I was led to believe, not if I use you as an example, I thought the clans were waging war against each other...